Changes I can't get used to

Soo I'm starting college in exactly a month and two days from now—and I'm moving away... not far, but far enough. 

And I'm sort of anxious about it all.

I've never lived alone—much less truly been alone—y'know? At least not the kind of alone that's without my parents or a trusted adult and all that jazz. But for the most part, I think I'd be fine in that department—not fine fine, but fine enough type of fine. However, what I'm most worried about is pooping without a bidet. (Well of course, that and using a communal bathroom as a whole).

The whole idea is just gross—that and doing the number two and having to attack your asshole with paper towels instead of having water shoot at it. 

These are changes I can't get used to; I'm not even moved in yet—much less know where and who I'm going to live in/with—but I already wanna go home.